Ain't so bad..
I feel good where I'm at. Far away from everybody. That's me. I can't keep blaming everyone. I choose this path. I tried counseling and therapy and groups and meetings and volunteering and helping and everything in between. But I feel peace just praying to God. That's the only way to peace and healing. I want to go home. This life wasn't made for people like me. My home isn't here. It's somewhere beyond. I've never felt so alone. But it's actually ok. You just gotta take it easy inside your mind. God will do justice better than anyone else could.